依鹿思敏之飞天猪

What should I do now? Really confuses ah~
Today MUET class Ms Tan has discussing with us regarding our future～why will suddunly discuss??
Because our ;shu kar keng' has lost!haha~He changed to SSSH skul~Teacher asked why~then we told Ms Tan is because STPM dunno what to do~Ms Tan told us meny things~but~these all thing is just make me confuses only~felt confuses than before!
Haiz...seriously...till now....I really dunno why I want take STPM...because prince?because my SPM result cannot take diploma?haiz...I dunno~I just feel confuse now....feel confuse for my future...
Ms Tan said,for local university,majority all will using Bahasa Malaysia to teach...Arh!!!!!!If degree study in local university is using Bahasa Malaysia to teaching...then what for I taking STPM?Why I dun Just take diploma and go degree~they definitely using English to teach!!Arh....What should I do now???My malay is totally tak boleh tengok punya..Maybe my English still ok.Ms Tan told us singapore got some university will offer student go there study and will offer scholarship as well,fine,I know this I no need to apply~but If my English good, maybe I can go there study and borrow loan~~
Erm...I think I have the confident that my English can get band 4....but...Arh!!!Singapore there want Band 5!!!!What the!!!
I dunno what can do now?Suddenly feel that study STPM is just waste my time...but last sem already~it have no reason or no point that let me change my course,I not willing to be 2nd kar keng...haiz...dunno,just wait for my STPM ba...